trash trax

by natalya

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released May 24, 2017



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natalya Mississauga, Ontario


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Track Name: last pack
i wouldn't mind if you
came over late tonight
i could meet you at the bus stop
and drive us back to mine

a cigarette hangs from your mouth
from the pack i said i would throw out
you say this is the last time
i don't wanna die

so now we're laying down
on my parents couch
infomercial on in the background
our bodies intertwined

oh i'm so scared of what comes next
no it's not the kisses on my neck
the future belongs to me and
i don't wanna die
Track Name: lower
i wish you had created me to die
but i am here and painfully alive
so i set up camp inside your beating chest
i cannot hide how i am so depressed

most nights i cannot sleep without a pill
it’s easier to swallow than my guilt
they ate at me until i had no use
pieces raw and red from blood i lose

ask me what is wrong i couldn’t say
maybe if i were strong then you would stay
i guess it’s hard to love someone like me
i pray that one day soon it will not be
Track Name: i can't play guitar (but i'm trying for you)
you’re built to bleed in a striped tee
you crack the bones i can’t reach
and i like the ink that stains your skin
that smile of yours makes my head spin

i can’t see how anyone else could make me happy like you do
and i’m glad that i met you

i have no upper body strength
but i’d still move mountains for you
i’d paddle rocky rivers and lakes but,
we live in the suburbs so I won’t have to

and the spark makes me scared
‘cause i’ve been burned before
but i’ve got love to share
i wanna give you more
i will suck it up and push down looming doubts
lately i feel new now that you’re around